Hello hump day! Last night as I was standing on the subway platform, It felt like everyone was looking at me. I'm not sure what you'd call that -- Delusions of grandeur, paranoia, the thoughts of an idiot? Whatever it was, it wasn't a good feeling. I guess I should cut back on the nose candy. I'M JUST KIDDING! I don't need to cut back, Ha ha ha ha! JOKES, JUST JOKES!!!!! "Booooooooooo!"

Right after September 11th, I was feeling a lot of things, anger, fear and extreme patriotism. Patriotism led me to ordering an American flag, online, back in September. I remember placing my order around 2 am, that's how bad I had to have it. I placed the order and knew that I'd have to wait because I'm sure I wasn't the only person ordering flags at that time. Friday, I checked my messages and they called to tell me my credit card expired and I'd need to give them a new number before they could fill my order. That was the first time I heard from them in six months! I thought they went under or something. If I was ordering food from these people, I'd be dead by now! I'm still as patriotic as ever and when I need an old glory fix, I look at a photo my friend Pam sent to me:

They're going to keep me hanging for six months and then have the nerve to call me about my expired credit card! I don't think so. I didn't do much last night, listened to some music, talked on the phone and watched some TV. It's raining in NY/NJ today. I was standing at the bus stop and the rain was just pouring over me, it was very depressing. I rode the bus two days in a row with my friend Cara. That helped the ride today, she kept my mind off how miserable it is outside. Also on the bus this morning, we were stuck just outside the station for about ten minutes because of traffic. And out of nowhere, someone pushed the button that lets the driver know you want off at this stop. It was very funny, perfectly timed. My hat goes off to that person. OK, that's it! Have a good day. God Bless America.